“Again the word of the Lord came to me, saying, “Son of man, speak to the children of your people and say to them: ‘When I bring the sword upon a land, and the people of the land take a man from their territory and make him their watchman, when he sees the sword coming upon the land, if he blows the trumpet and does not take warning, if the sword comes and takes him away, his blood shall be on his own head. He heard the sound of the trumpet, but did not take warning; his blood shall be upon himself. But he who takes warning will save his life. But if the watchman sees the sword coming and does not blow the trumpet, and the people are not warned, and the sword comes and takes any person from among them, he is taken away in his iniquity; but his blood I will require at the watchman’s hand.” ~Ezekiel 33:1-6
I read this passage to my husband this morning and he said, “Not everyone is a watchman, but for those that are, they must not be silent.” yes.
Some are down on me because I do not live a fluffy, cotton candy, ice cream cone life. I have a calling. It is mine. It is not everyone’s, and that is fine. But I will not veer from what the Lord has called me to. I may be many things, but I am obedient and hope I will ever be, no matter the discomfort. And I will do my best not to rob others of the blessing of fulfilling their own calling.
"But you be watchful in all things,
do the work of an evangelist,
fulfill your ministry."
~2 Timothy 4:5
Wisdom calls out in to the streets. But few listen. Few heed.
We call the truth ‘fables.’ We tickle our itching ears. We ignore reality. We proclaim that the emperor has glorious robes, when we can plainly see he is naked.
I’m sorry if my message isn’t liked. I would rather tell you cotton candy, fluffy, ice cream cone things because they are pleasant and positive. That is actually more my personality. I would rather dance through life with a happy face and no worries. It would be easier to hide my head in the sand and pretend everything is honky dory. I would rather people like me than scare them half to death with the truth. But, I have to do what I have to do. I do it because Something drives me to and I must. I do it because I love this country. I love the freedom God created for us. We were born to be free! Stand up and claim your freedom. Fight for it! Don’t let oppression come knocking at your door and mine because it was just too hard or unpleasant to stand for something.
Oh, I am not anywhere near perfect. I never, never see myself as such. Every time I am criticized by one of you, it tears me apart and I have to search, search, search my heart and I always, always find deceit and wickedness in me. I am worse than you know! My heart is deceitfully wicked! But you must know that, though, I often am frustrated at the willful ignorance of people who have the truth at their fingertips, and though I often am outraged at what I see going on around us; my heart is ever driven toward righteousness. My heart is for God’s kingdom on earth as it is in heaven. My heart is for protecting my children! I know I often sound unloving...and honestly, sometimes I AM unloving. There is NOTHING good in me except Jesus. Anything good, everything good comes from Him.
I often say I am like a Mack truck with information and truth, and I slap a bumper sticker on the back that says, “love ya!” Know me. Know my heart to please God above all. To please Him more than men. And know that I want to know how to truly speak the truth in love. I want to truly love - not just obediently but emotionally too. ...with the fluffies, cotton candy, and ice cream cones. I don’t very often. But please know it is my prayer nearly every day to truly love from the heart and not just be assaulting people with truth and information. If you want to pray for me... Pray that I will truly, deeply love - the kind of love that Jesus has for the lost. A kind, compassionate, merciful, warm love. Pray I will balance well this love of country with a deep and uncompromising love of God. For I truly want to do both and I know there must be a way to settle the two together. I don’t want to separate “church and state” in my heart. They must live there together and co-exist because I am called to love both; though, clearly one takes severe precedence over the other.
Proverbs 8:1-11; 2 Timothy 4:2-5