Psalm 30, the Kori version

My Beth Moore Bible study encouraged me to take Psalm 30 and express my own version of it.  Here goes:

Psalm 30

I will exalt You, Lord,

because You have radically rescued me

and have not allowed

abortion to ruin me forever.

Lord my God, I cried to You for help,

and You heard me, and loved much.

Lord, You brought me so far;

You spared me from

my own hell, sorrow, and numb existence.

Sing to the Lord, you His faithful ones, 

and praise His holy name.

For His disappointment lasts only a moment,

but His favor, a lifetime.

Weeping may spend the night, 

but there is joy in the morning.

When I was secure, I said,

"I don't need anyone.

I'm strong in my own will.

I won't fall."

Lord, when You showed Your favor,

You made me overwhelmingly relieved

and unexplainably at peace;

when You were displeased with me

I was terrified.

Lord, I called to You;

I sought favor from my Lord;

"What gain is there in my brokenness

and mindless existence?

Lord, listen and be gracious to me;

Lord, be my helper."

You turned my grief, guilt, and shame

 into dancing, hope, and revelation.

You removed my sin and unquenchable sadness

and clothed me with

peace, truth, healing

so that I can sing to You and not be silent.

Lord my God, I will praise You forever.

(italics mine)